I know I’ve tried and tried and tried and just flopped at being a Christian. Or I tried and tried and tried to be really successful and I’m just really tired. I want something deeper. I want to know you personally. Lord, please come in my heart and make me new and help me understand you better and better. I need a real relationship with you, a covenant relationship with you. Enlighten me and open my eyes. Make me a new creature. Give me a new heart. I pray in Jesus’ name.